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One Tear Left… Mummy (beginning-1)

Shock stated saddened Mother loses her family…

26 September 2015

Durban – Three generations of a Durban family – a 6-year-old boy, his granny and his great-grandfather – died in a devastating fire at their South Beach flat at the weekend.

Chereldene Hamann, 55, her father, Benjamin Collins, 80, and Hamann’s grandson, Milano Williams, 6, lost their lives.

Milano’s mother, Tanya Williams, said her cousin, Rudy Berries, was woken by Chereldene’s screams.

“He grabbed Milano and rushed out of the flat and handed the boy to a neighbour in the corridor who rushed him to hospital,” she said.

“Rudy ran back into the burning flat, but he could not hear Chereldene’s voice any more. He was out of breath and could not see anything inside the flat.”

She could not say how the fire started. Williams said her mother tried to pull Collins out of the bedroom while he was on fire.

“My mother had long hair and I think the fire caught it. Words cannot express what I am going through. We cannot announce the funeral details as yet. DNA must be taken from me and my mother’s brother, Edmund Williams, to confirm their identity.

“It will be painful to tell the school of Milano’s death,” Williams said.

The fire gutted the bedroom of the third-floor flat in the Falaise building in Prince Street. Residents living on the third floor and those above heard the screams and scrambled to douse the flames using the building’s fire hoses.

One of the residents rushed the child to hospital, but the boy died on arrival.

When the fire was out, Hamann and Collins were found dead in the bedroom.

The Falaise building board of trustees chairwoman, Koba Lewington, said they were reluctant to speculate on the cause of the blaze.

However she said the flat had not had electricity for a day.

“We can only assume they might have been using candles that night,” she said.

A neighbour said she was traumatised. Residents woke up at 3.20am on Saturday to the smell of smoke and tried to find its source.

Christy Naidoo, a resident who lives above the burnt flat, said his son had alerted him to the smoke.

“I thought the geyser was on fire, so I had a look but smoke was coming through from the bottom floor geyser compartment. I rushed to warn them to switch the geyser off.”

Naidoo said he did not know how many people were in the flat at the time.

“When I got down a flight of stairs smoke filled the corridor. Flames were high and reaching the roof of the flat. I ran to inform the security guard and building supervisor,” Naidoo said.

“The flames were high in the bedroom from what we could see. Many residents gathered.

“We pulled hosepipes from the nearest floors and began watering down the bedroom through the window on the corridor,” he said. I’m

He said three hosepipes had been used to fight the fire. The nozzles were put through gaps between the broken window panes.

After 20 minutes they had the fire out.

Among the residents was a fireman who went inside the flat and stopped the fire from spreading.

Naidoo said the building supervisor was brave for trying to get to the family, but was overwhelmed by smoke.

“It was tragic and our hearts sank when we found out how many were inside. It was hysterical trying to fight the blaze and avoid breathing in smoke,” Naidoo said.

It is thought that Benjamin and Milano came to the flat for a sleepover.

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TANYA Williams

“If paparazzi can pull “thought from their thumbs, why couldn’t they ask me straight… A bit after my family’s incwsent? Or was it just all about who gets to publish first?” My family was not bought in Reggie’s toystore Zunaid. They actually human beings just like your Son, just like your mother you hug everyday, just like your own grandparent, they my flesh, my blood.

Book 1.. One more Tear..

Dedicated to my family whom I lost in just 3 hours at one time.
Mummy CHERELDENE Williams (Hamann)
Grampa Benjamin Collins
My eternally loved and missed Baby Boy and Son, Milano Craig Leevale Williams

This is my need… To reclaim my life….

And what morning to open our eyes again. I’m a lamb, a lamb with 3 legs chopped off one time… Days are dark, and friends are few…

‘Nat, oh, Nat my brother, are you driving? ‘
Hey sis wuzzup, what’s it!’…
‘ Nat… Mummy’s gone!’ I burst out as my Brother was screaming…’ What you mean? Where to! Tanya, what are you saying Nooooooo!’. Aaaaaaaaah wat the fuck Tanya! Noooooo!’

AMAZON HERE!

21 April 2019

… and On that morning, if Kimmy bear hadn’t been by my side… I don’t know how it would have been at the time of the setting of a sad sun… On that morning…

Only about June, 2018, (says my therapist) had my mental mind start realizing that what happened…had actually happened. As I was leaving a part time job, instead of going home, I went towards Addington Primary school to fetch my Son from karate. Only did I wake up in front of Falaise, Mom’s flat, only to look up if she’s home… The usual open window that signals me that she’s home was closed up… I had completely forgotten …I thought I was going insane! 2 years later… Immediately at that bus stop in front of South Sands I called my therapist, ” doc, I’m gonna have a shot or 4 now at natajaks! I forgot that my family is gone!!! ”. Calmly she responded as if she was waiting on my call says it’s only but a good sign, as my mind is starting to tell me that it actually did happen…
I’ve been totally lost the first two years walking in a desert of silence to the world with a smile, but so much pain that flooded over my own emotional control… My heart and my mind started realizing the truth (I close my eyes now as I type this to you to breathe) … Even though my soul knew all along. This was about February 2018… When I returned to church… But… I still had to return to God…

22 April 2019

I’m still very far, and trembling in my boots, because I’m unsure where this path is leading me. Time heals? No. Time reveals first… The truth of what my heart refuses to accept. The healing? Well… That’s why I got to keep carrying this cross on my shoulder just like Jesus did for us, and walk this path with superior faith in God that I indeed am walking to the light of acceptance and not a shadow of deceit…

14, 15,16,17 June 2019 Pam, Timo n I Well well well. They finally get to meet Ma. They were both in and out your flat. Kissy wissy first two days to only be waking up 1h16am with screams of her missing phone. Oh my word, now, we sit in my room in Trinity of in depth discussion. Lol Pam my friend, the tag of friendship caring is on you this Sunday evening as we playing with the salt in between the fingers. Poor hard drive had to suffer the circumstances. Ms office step one in getting your flat back.

l learned the hard way… 29 June 2019. Checking out yo! hello-world. YUP! so like, I have nooooo
uncooked clue what I’m doing, in GitHub.com
but surely hoping to soon.
Remaining the Challenger Mummy!
Tanya Twista! The pessimist finds difficulty
In every opportunity, and the
optemist finds an opportunity
to every difficulty! That’s
me! I refuse to pack up your
grocery bag, or be your common
teller at your local bank!
I’m a panther with or without
my team. I’ll take you to the
water, but you have GOT to
drink that crap yourself!
UNLESS OFCOURSE, we go further together and aim for that
bubblegum shake?
I have loved and I have
lost, even my entire family
was a cost!
Including my little 6 year
old prince, Milano Williams;
I witnessed the burial of my
Very own Son, together and
laying right next to, and
with My Mummy Chereldene
Hamann and more… I JUST HAD to convert my
insane, tormented and broken
shattered mentality (and all
on my own by the way, as my
surviving daughter had to
see some kinda light), I
forced myself a better
reasoning in my soul, that
Heaven was literally falling
apart. So today I stand
proud, that Father God chose
MY family to kick some but
around there, in order to save
more souls.
Now, don’t m.

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26 September 2015

Durban – Three generations of a Durban family – a 6-year-old boy, his granny and his great-grandfather – died in a devastating fire at their South Beach flat at the weekend.

Chereldene Hamann, 55, her father, Benjamin Collins, 80, and Hamann’s grandson, Milano Williams, 6, lost their lives.

Milano’s mother, Tanya Williams, said her cousin, Rudy Berries, was woken by Chereldene’s screams.

“He grabbed Milano and rushed out of the flat and handed the boy to a neighbour in the corridor who rushed him to hospital,” she said.

“Rudy ran back into the burning flat, but he could not hear Chereldene’s voice any more. He was out of breath and could not see anything inside the flat.”

She could not say how the fire started. Williams said her mother tried to pull Collins out of the bedroom while he was on fire.

“My mother had long hair and I think the fire caught it. Words cannot express what I am going through. We cannot announce the funeral details as yet. DNA must be taken from me and my mother’s brother, Edmund Williams, to confirm their identity.

“It will be painful to tell the school of Milano’s death,” Williams said.

The fire gutted the bedroom of the third-floor flat in the Falaise building in Prince Street. Residents living on the third floor and those above heard the screams and scrambled to douse the flames using the building’s fire hoses.

One of the residents rushed the child to hospital, but the boy died on arrival.

When the fire was out, Hamann and Collins were found dead in the bedroom.

The Falaise building board of trustees chairwoman, Koba Lewington, said they were reluctant to speculate on the cause of the blaze.

However she said the flat had not had electricity for a day.

“We can only assume they might have been using candles that night,” she said.

A neighbour said she was traumatised. Residents woke up at 3.20am on Saturday to the smell of smoke and tried to find its source.

Christy Naidoo, a resident who lives above the burnt flat, said his son had alerted him to the smoke.

“I thought the geyser was on fire, so I had a look but smoke was coming through from the bottom floor geyser compartment. I rushed to warn them to switch the geyser off.”

Naidoo said he did not know how many people were in the flat at the time.

“When I got down a flight of stairs smoke filled the corridor. Flames were high and reaching the roof of the flat. I ran to inform the security guard and building supervisor,” Naidoo said.

“The flames were high in the bedroom from what we could see. Many residents gathered.

“We pulled hosepipes from the nearest floors and began watering down the bedroom through the window on the corridor,” he said.

He said three hosepipes had been used to fight the fire. The nozzles were put through gaps between the broken window panes.

After 20 minutes they had the fire out.

Among the residents was a fireman who went inside the flat and stopped the fire from spreading.

Naidoo said the building supervisor was brave for trying to get to the family, but was overwhelmed by smoke.

“It was tragic and our hearts sank when we found out how many were inside. It was hysterical trying to fight the blaze and avoid breathing in smoke,” Naidoo said.

It is thought that Benjamin and Milano came to the flat for a sleepover.

TANYA Williams

“If paparazzi can pull “thought from their thumbs, why couldn’t they ask me straight… A bit after my family’s incwsent? Or was it just all about who gets to publish first?” My family was not bought in Reggie’s toystore Zunaid. They actually human beings just like your Son, just like your mother you hug everyday, just like your own grandparent, they my flesh, my blood.

Book 1.. One more Tear..

Dedicated to my family whom I lost in just 3 hours at one time.
Mummy CHERELDENE Williams (Hamann)
Grampa Benjamin Collins
My eternally loved and missed Baby Boy and Son, Milano Craig Leevale Williams

This is my need… To reclaim my life….

And what morning to open our eyes again. I’m a lamb, a lamb with 3 legs chopped off one time… Days are dark, and friends are few…

‘Nat, oh, Nat my brother, are you driving? ‘
Hey sis wuzzup, what’s it!’…
‘ Nat… Mummy’s gone!’ I burst out as my Brother was screaming…’ What you mean? Where to! Tanya, what are you saying Nooooooo!’. Aaaaaaaaah wat the fuck Tanya! Noooooo!’

21 April 2019

… and On that morning, if Kimmy bear hadn’t been by my side… I don’t know how it would have been at the time of the setting of a sad sun… On that morning…

Only about June, 2018, (says my therapist) had my mental mind start realizing that what happened…had actually happened. As I was leaving a part time job, instead of going home, I went towards Addington Primary school to fetch my Son from karate. Only did I wake up in front of Falaise, Mom’s flat, only to look up if she’s home… The usual open window that signals me that she’s home was closed up… I had completely forgotten …I thought I was going insane! 2 years later… Immediately at that bus stop in front of South Sands I called my therapist, ” doc, I’m gonna have a shot or 4 now at natajaks! I forgot that my family is gone!!! ”. Calmly she responded as if she was waiting on my call says it’s only but a good sign, as my mind is starting to tell me that it actually did happen…
I’ve been totally lost the first two years walking in a desert of silence to the world with a smile, but so much pain that flooded over my own emotional control… My heart and my mind started realizing the truth (I close my eyes now as I type this to you to breathe) … Even though my soul knew all along. This was about February 2018… When I returned to church… But… I still had to return to God…

22 April 2019

I’m still very far, and trembling in my boots, because I’m unsure where this path is leading me. Time heals? No. Time reveals first… The truth of what my heart refuses to accept. The healing? Well… That’s why I got to keep carrying this cross on my shoulder just like Jesus did for us, and walk this path with superior faith in God that I indeed am walking to the light of acceptance and not a shadow of deceit…

14, 15,16,17 June 2019 Pam, Timo n I Well well well. They finally get to meet Ma. They were both in and out your flat. Kissy wissy first two days to only be waking up 1h16am with screams of her missing phone. Oh my word, now, we sit in my room in Trinity of in depth discussion. Lol Pam my friend, the tag of friendship caring is on you this Sunday evening as we playing with the salt in between the fingers. Poor hard drive had to suffer the circumstances. Ms office step one in getting your flat back. l learned the hard way… 29 June 2019. Checking out yo! hello-world. YUP! so like, I have nooooo
uncooked clue what I’m doing, in GitHub.com
but surely hoping to soon.
Remaining the Challenger Mummy!
Tanya Twista! The pessimist finds difficulty
In every opportunity, and the
optemist finds an opportunity
to every difficulty! That’s
me! I refuse to pack up your
grocery bag, or be your common
teller at your local bank!
I’m a panther with or without
my team. I’ll take you to the
water, but you have GOT to
drink that crap yourself!
UNLESS OFCOURSE, we go further together and aim for that
bubblegum shake?
I have loved and I have
lost, even my entire family
was a cost!
Including my little 6 year
old prince, Milano Williams;
I witnessed the burial of my
Very own Son, together and
laying right next to, and
with My Mummy Chereldene
Hamann and more… I JUST HAD to convert my
insane, tormented and broken
shattered mentality (and all
on my own by the way, as my
surviving daughter had to
see some kinda light), I
forced myself a better
reasoning in my soul, that
Heaven was literally falling
apart. So today I stand
proud, that Father God chose
MY family to kick some but
around there, in order to save
more souls.
Now, don’t ya’ll be jealous
just because I’m the lucky
one. Rather take my hand,
and understand,I may have
now become a solo silent band,
but In my soul I know my
family invested in me…
So I’m humbled, and glad…
Ms. Tanya Williams.
The Instrument Left Behind… crib… Fre Dre your nigga, neighbor… Septembers – 2016 breakdown. 2017 mild stroke. 2018 Addington just not well. Memories – Reneece, Faizel, Dallah u just disappeared little bro 🙁 – Ma Lynette and uncle kaks). 11 July 2019 – lights cut off. My worst enemy. R1600 short plus reconnection. I sit here and just lit my enemy….fire. my daughter runs wild with memories of September 26. She lies in silence on her bead, but I know what she knows, torment. Now I strain my brain. Who is gonna help us? Laughing out loud the sadness in my heart. But hush Tanya, hush. Nobody needs to know…

Book 1.. One Tear left… Mummy. Dedicated to my family whom I lost in less than 3 hours at one time.
Mummy CHERELDENE Williams (Hamann)
Grampa Benjamin Collins
My eternally loved and missed Baby Boy and Son, Milano Craig Leevale Williams. This is my need… To reclaim my life….And what a morning to open my eyes… Into a scene unseen! I’m a lamb, a lamb with 3 legs chopped off one time… Days are dark, and friends are few…

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Be Impeccable With Your Word. Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. Be you…

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“It’s bleddy 5 o clock in the morning”, as I think of Nonchalant, I checked the time when my eyebrows crunched in. A typical Saturday month end to work on my targets at Velociti. I was very well over my target as always, but to stay on the top of Mtn targets? A few more never harms! Seeing a salary of 19k and having a family like mine? Ha! What more could i ask for?… But I never did get to work…that morning… Oh that morning of the setting of a sad sun…

What the hell? 37 misscalls, and as Im typing fast to get Rudy, he rings me first… “TANYA, just come over quickly man! … My spirit ceased…Why? Where’s Mommy?…”I dunno”What!’…

‘Rudy, WHERE IS MY CHILD!”… Silence between us seemed too long…

“I dunno, I need you to come this side man quickly pleeeeeease Tanya, there was a incident”…”Why you sounding like that bru? ”… With a sudden sharp intake of a quick very scared breathe, ”RUDY where’s my child!!!!!!!!” RUDY where’s Mommy!”

“I think the shop, just come now please!” hurry, I’m walking towards police station to Bencorrum to you… He drags a painful ” eeeey man”… Click.

My spirit started a phase of confusion ….

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‘Nat, oh, Nat my brother, are you driving? ‘
Hey sis wuzzup, Nah, what’s up!… Tanya?”
‘ Nat…Nat! Mummy’s gone!’ I burst out as my Brother was screaming…’ What you mean? Where to! Tanya, what are you saying?”. He heard my cries ” My baby Nat, my baaaaby!”. “Nooooooo!’. Aaaaaaaaah wat the fuck Tanya! Noooooo!”

… and On that morning, if Kimmy bear hadn’t been by my side… I don’t know how it would have been at the time of the setting of a sad sun… On that morning…

Only about June, 2018, (says my therapist) had my mental mind start realizing that what happened…had really actually happened. As I was leaving a part time job at the attorney, instead of going home, I went straight towards Addington Primary school to fetch my Son from karate, you know? a typical Wednesday duty. When I arrived in front of Falaise, Mom’s flat, to look up if she’s home… The usual open window that signals me that she’s home, was closed up… I had completely forgotten …I was going insane!

2 years later… Immediately at that bus stop in front of South Sands I called my therapist, ” doc, I’m gonna have a shot or 4 now at natajaks! I forgot that my family is gone!!! ”. Calmly she responded as if she was waiting on my call to tell her this same event, calmly she says it’s only but a good sign, as my mind is starting to tell me that it actually did happen…
I’ve been totally lost the first two years walking in a desert of silence to the world with a smile, but so much pain that flooded over my own emotional control… My heart and my mind started realizing the truth (I close my eyes now as I type this to you to breathe) … Even though my soul knew all along. This was about February 2018… When I returned to church… But… I still had to return to God…

I’m still very far, and trembling in my boots, because I’m unsure where this path is leading me.

Time heals? No. Time reveals first… The truth of what my heart refuses to accept. The healing? Well… That’s why I got to keep carrying this cross on my shoulder just like Jesus did for us, and walk this path with superior faith in God that I indeed am walking to the light of acceptance and not a shadow of deceit…

4 May 2018

Is this a smile on my face? Mr. Morrison? Over a decade of friendship lol. What are we thinking? Both lost, both out in the jungle, saying the same thing at the same time! Do you see that I can see that the cat is green Even though the entire universe is telling me that the cat is black? Wow as my head jerks in surprisal! Hmmmph! Could this be an interesting call on my journey or just a referral not to pass some time alone? I had just seen my Troy return to peace, are you here to be the shoulder I need? For now or forever? Tot die laaste?

9 December 2018

Pinnacle Shipping Solutions remind me of who I used to be… God Bless the firm and all whom supported me… Joy in my spirit…

10 January 2019

Your birthday Guru, Prince of Tanya and Byron Williams. As Zane pulled up, that grip in my hand…

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PLEASE FIND ME SA 31 AUGUST 2019

1st Birthday 🙂

…. I feel like I’m in a dream😥😥😥😥… ALL this time… ALL this pain! ALL MY silent cries… ALL MY fake smiles… ALL these past 3 years… In some kinda way I really honestly have been praying soooooooo hard for SOMOENE OUT THERE… to see… to notice that while I’m waving a hello… my other hand behind me has it’s FINGERS crossed… for I was hoping that person saw it wasn’t actually a “hello” wave… it was a “PLEASE don’t leave me because now I’m alone” wave

… alas… the person turned his back… hence… I kept turning my left cheek accepting the smack…over and over and over again… for nobody was out there to hold my hand… nobody 😭😭😭😭😭😭……

…Nobody shared my pain of doing “SOMETHING SERIOUS ” about our children…. 😭😭😭😭…. until you and Jenna that day Des… and Zane saw the burning in my eyes and took that March with me all over town to find Brent…. Tanya… Burning for Milano….Tanya…Burning for Miguel… even tried to get hold of my friend Rayray so We could start something together… up to now… I still haven’t heard from her… Des… every word I utter to you here is not even 1/3 of the book I have inside… I feel like Dorothy… There’s no place like home… home … oh… I lost that with my family…. home?…. let me sulk my torture… home?….

I just found a new home….
Please Find Me SA”
I am Home…

Ms. T. Williams

Jenna Lee Rolando

[08/27, 6:10 PM] Jenna Lee Babygal: Just a special tribute to the members that were here from the beginning like Shade, Kim, uncle Edmund, Tasneem, Zane, Thami, Des whoever I didn’t mention I humbly apologize but I can’t remember all thank u for being with us from the beginning we appreciate u all.

To our newer members Aunty Janice(whom I adore), Jolene, Tevin, Bithia, Bradley, Pam and whomever I missed please forgive me. we honestly wouldn’t have come this far without u either. We appreciate u guys so much.

To Des Moodley
The man of that goes beyond the call of duty. We appreciate every second u put into ur calling. We need more like u. Thank u so much for having compassion.

Finally to Miss Williams Tanya the Twister
My sister, my friend, my heart outside my chest
I’m so proud of u❤ who knew how far u would have come from just a little post you have birthed a saving mechanism. You have created hope. I know u going to take us higher. U a true inspiration. Love u

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below please may you provide names pvt if I don’t have you on this list already. it’s really urgent!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏

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